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Welcome back to Soft Confessions,&nbsp;
where stories aren't told,&nbsp;&nbsp;

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but those stories are remembered. They&nbsp;
are deeply felt and played in silence.&nbsp;&nbsp;

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That was 6 months ago. And for six&nbsp;
months, I pretended that clock room&nbsp;&nbsp;

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never happened. For six months, I thought&nbsp;
about that chemistry that totally shook me,

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right? Until my phone lit up one week ago.

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So once again, I texted, "What's next?&nbsp;&nbsp;

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I deleted it. I texted again. Are&nbsp;
you still with her? I deleted it.

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I thought of my breaking relationship. I thought&nbsp;
of partners. Should I? Should I not? 6 months ago,&nbsp;&nbsp;

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I made a decision by not making one. Six months&nbsp;
ago, I chose the lie that made everyone sleep at&nbsp;&nbsp;

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night. But last week, it texted. So now I have&nbsp;
to make that decision again for real this time.

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I choose silence for now.

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That's episode five and the end of part&nbsp;
one. Thanks so much for holding it with me.